Yearly Update
So it has been way over a year since I last post. My son is now over a year old and our little girl will be here within the next 4 weeks. I am still with the original person that I started writing this blog about. I can say it has not been easy and sometimes I just want to give up. I never did get that promotion. Today was a hard reminder, that I never will. I don't know if I am happy anymore. I seem to be lost 90% of the time. I feel that nothing I do will ever be great for anyone at all. That I am here to just be here. I am also scared that my depression will come back. ( had post-partum ). I am actively attempting to prevent that. However when you feel alone , lost and not loved, it is a bit hard to do. We did book a wedding site and I ordered my dress. So that is a plus. I also got an interview for a position on our main campus. I don't really expect to get it, however just getting an interview alone is enough for me. Well it is past my bed time. I wake up early with my s...