Random Thoughts From A Not So Confused Mind.

I have been having the hardest time lately. I cry. All the time. Happy, sad or frustrated. I cry.  I don't know why. I can't figure it out. Maybe it's a new way for my body to release stress. I don't know. I wanted to write more but now I can't seem to form into words everything that I'm thinking. I can't even type correct sentences. So I leave you with nothing tonight. I need to soul search.

It appears my insomnia is back in full swing. So much feels like it is going on right now. Thankfully I kept this blog around to help me vent. I realized there are very few people who I let in, so instead I give my hopes, dreams, fears and drama to the internet world. Thanks for that. I need to try and realign my career. Figure out who I am, and what I can be. It's very apparent to me as of yesterday, that my original goals will never happen. It's a dream that I just for some reason can't grasp at my current company. So I am going to see about finding some night school and get some education. I was thinking business, but would I be happy? Most likely not.  I want to work with animals. Help them, take care of them and love them when no one else will. They are far more deserving of that love then most of the people in this world. Cruel of me to say? Maybe. But most know its true. I witnessed an accident the other day. No one stopped to see if this man was okay. No one even ca...