Random Thoughts From A Not So Confused Mind.

So I have been sad Lately. I don't know why either. I mean I do get annoyed that we can't have full conversations when playing the game. But I mean, sometimes, a nob or a "hold on" would be totally rad so I know that he isn't listening to a word I say. But then, whateva right. So like he pissed me off this weekend. Defending someone else but not even trying to see my point of view. So I just didn't talk to him all Sunday. Then Monday comes, The jerk face sneaks away while we went to get food and bought me a Carnation. Like WTF is that about. SO I don't know. I just wish I could figure out why the fuck I am so depressed. I think it may have something to do with him not telling me what he wants of me. But I guess we will wait to see.

So I have been sick, I have been grumpy and I am effin tired of people not liking me for no damn good reason. FUCK YOU GUYS. That is to all the people that hate me because I am someones Girlfriend. That is to all the people who hate me because I come in and accidentally step on toes when making friends. That is to all the people who don't understand that I dont want your fucking man, I am just being nice. This is also to the people who won't let me defend myself by keeping me out of the dark. I am so effin over it. Seriously just D.I.A.C.F already and grow the fuck up.

Possible: Might be moving to Texas.. /sigh I will let you all know once i figure it out.