6 months Later
My son has been gone now for 6 months. Its been horrible. Earlier this year his dad took me to court to attempt to get child support from me. Due to him being in a different country, they wanted to give him 800 a month and not support my baby girl. The judge was amazing and straight told him that if she was to award this, his daughter would be living in the streets. His response "I don't care, she needs to support her son". Obviously I will never tell my baby girl he said this, but I feel that she knows. He then told my son that I took him to court and because I don't love him, I wont pay support. Obviously that isn't the case. My precious first born then posted on social media how he is disowning me and I haven't talked to him since. I send him texts to tell him I love him, and radio silence. My hope is some day he will say hi at the very least. I miss him so much. He was my first born, he was planned, he's my baby boy always and I miss him more than I...