Do you ever feel like your soul is dying? There has been a series of events lately and it it feels so overwhelming. On the 22nd of November I had a transient ischemic attack and thank goodness it wasn't worse. I didn't get any time off work because the owners had vacation planned and didn't want me not to be there with a relief Doctor, so I worked through the pain I was in, and I am still working through it when I can't feel my fingertips. I had an MRI and I've missed two calls with my neurologist and thankfully I see him in person this week to go over it since I can't seem to get him on the phone as I'm always working. I'm trying to take my meal breaks away from my desk because I need that time to regroup and focus on my mental health and make phone calls and get my life together without everyone else overhearing. However, the owners are giving me a hard time about it since I'm salary. They feel that I should eat at my desk or between appointments...