Missing in Action
I wish I could say I haven't been posting due to happiness. Very much the opposite. I have been really down and pretty much been ignoring the world. Threw myself into extra work, and the kids. Now that I reached the burnt out point I am finally taking a break. I have been thinking about posting, just haven't. I am just tired of being lonely and having to deal with all the wannabes who really just want a good time and not the long term. Unfortunately I don't have the luxury of flings. I have to make at stake for that. One day, when the right Man finally appears I may be able to go down that road. But I am tired of having to try to find it with all these stupid game playing boys. It astounds me that boys are way more drama and play way more games than most girls I know. Side note, I have lost another 15 lbs. I can see my waist again. I really have nothing of substance right now. So goodnight internet world. (aka just not posting but not actually sleeping. I don't ...