Home?
Home can mean a lot of things, be a lot of things.. A physical House, A Person, a Photo, a Book. It manifests itself in the strangest ways. Hold on to it really tight for you never really know when your Home is no longer a "home". You would think that living with 8 really close family members, you would feel loved. However that is not my case. I feel like a complete outsider. Someone who is just here at night because they work a 40 + hr a week job. One that when you are home, everyone disappears and lets you know you are not welcome. When a daughter can't even hang out with her mother, because mother has too many other things that are way more important to her. Its not like I get to see her, not that we get to talk. A Father who would much rather if you didn't exist. Even your own kids scream at you all the time. Sometimes I feel completely lost and it is frustrating. I just want to feel loved and wanted again. I didn't realize it was such a terrible thing to...