Random Thoughts From A Not So Confused Mind.

This is going to be short. Going to start this off with thanks Universe. You are truely fucked up. My court date was my two year anniversary for my wedding.  Exact same day... Two years later. Thanks for the awesome reminder that I had to see him on the exact day. Awesome. Fuck.

Life is fucked up sometimes. Children should not die before their parents. Please say a prayer for my friend. She lost her 2 year old baby girl today. She needs all the good vibes you can send her way. Even if you don't pray, please do today. I can only begin to imagine what she is going through. This physical pain in my heart doesn't even compare to hers. Walking by her little girls room knowng she won't come back is not something I could bare. So please again pray for her. Pray that the pain subides. Pray that she will get through this for herself, her husband and most importanty her son. Pray that one day this will not pain her so much. If you have babies. Hug them. Hold them close. Tell them you love them. Life is to short, you never know when it will be your last chance to do these things. To my children. I love you with all that I have. I will cherish every moment I have with you. Even when you are being brats. You will always be mommys little angels.

Waiting on this winding path, Watching others as they pass. Juggling Patience and Faith,  With life moving at a faster pace. The Lilies are blooming full, as the breeze blows cool. Follow the flowers to the end, they will provide the answers, and end the war.