Silent Tears
It finally happened. On January 15th my relationship officially ended. Granted, we haven't seen each other since our anniversary, but it is over. He made me break it off because he wasnt man enough to do it himself. He said he didn't want to lose my friendship and said I was being unfair for not being his friend. He was being selfish for not realizing what he was asking. For not realizing that he had completely crushed my heart and soul and my children's. Another man has walked out on their mom and them. Another man has deemed them not worthy to stay and he thinks it is not fair that I can't and won't stay his friend. As I wrote a letter to explain to him why I couldn't remain friends, I didn't realize I was crying until the droplets hit the paper. Giant puddles formed making my pain visible and very real. I let each one fall and stain the page so that I could start the healing process. I allowed myself one full day to cry. One full day to realize that ...