Five Years
Five years ago, I was supposed to get Married. It is hard to think that it would have been Five years on April 16th. But then again, I can't complain. He never really loved me, just the thought of me .... and I feel it may have been the same for me. So I can't place all the blame. Five years, and I have been single for four of them. Back to being single again as well. I got dumped this time with the lovely line " its not you, its me". Thanks bro. But looking back, I have to wonder why. Why am I just not date-able? Is it me? Is it the kids? My generation sucks. Sure I have my standards and no I don't think they are too high. Then I look at some of my friends who are in 10 yr+ relationships and not happy. I don't want that. I want to be happy. I think we all deserve that much. Maybe I've lost my person, or passed them up. And that is something I can start to come to terms with. I have me, I have my kids and I have my workouts. Five years, ...