Random Thoughts From A Not So Confused Mind.

It is halfway through Jan. I am loosing focus at work, just had an interview for the Temporary Assignment I was on and I am just completely lost. Tax season wee. Causing more issues then good. I just am tired. Always so tired.

Waiting, Watching, Listening Standing Still While the world gets its' fill Innocent laughter Fills the air Another Sun rises in the endless horizon The time will come and your life will be won I realize this may not make sense to a lot of people. But I am unique. I have certain things in my life that I value, that deserve to be number one and no one, will ever, take that away from them. Please understand that what I do is for them . Not for you, not for me, not for their dad, grandparents or friends. But for them.  Sure I may be a bit extreme. Sure I may sacrifice certain things that are considered happiness and comfort. And you never know, it may kill me ultimately. But, as long as they are provided for, and happy. Then whatever my fate, will be my fate. For those that judge me, who don't accept my choices, (you  know who you are.) I feel sorry for you. For being so narrow minded and selfish that you can't even begin to understand what or why ...