Sigh
Maybe I curse myself. Whatever it is..I spoke too soon I guess. For Mother's Day I didn't even get to see my boyfriend. I knew he was going to hang out with his mom, but I at least thought I would get to see him at some point. Nope. Not at all. He took a nap instead. My day was hell. Screaming babies...blood from screaming babies because they decided to get hurt today. And no comfort..or hugs.. Maybe I just expect too much. I want romance. It just isn't a thing. Nothing but dreams that will never come true. Super depressed and needed to type. Not that it's making me feel better as normal. Giant hole.