Random Thoughts From A Not So Confused Mind.

So. I went Christmas shopping. And now I am broke! Woot. LoL. But, I got him something he will love. Love you all.

Updates on My Life. It has been awhile and I am not sure if anyone even reads this. But I thought, in case someone does, I shall update. So ... Everything is good. Been a little meh lately. But mostly because lack of sleep. However, walking the mall yesterday, came a strange question.... "Whats your ring size".. Im like um... No clue. So yeah that was odd. Other than that. All is gravey and I hope everyone else is doing well. The fires are still going, but not nearly as scary since the wind is gone.

So I have been sad Lately. I don't know why either. I mean I do get annoyed that we can't have full conversations when playing the game. But I mean, sometimes, a nob or a "hold on" would be totally rad so I know that he isn't listening to a word I say. But then, whateva right. So like he pissed me off this weekend. Defending someone else but not even trying to see my point of view. So I just didn't talk to him all Sunday. Then Monday comes, The jerk face sneaks away while we went to get food and bought me a Carnation. Like WTF is that about. SO I don't know. I just wish I could figure out why the fuck I am so depressed. I think it may have something to do with him not telling me what he wants of me. But I guess we will wait to see.

So I have been sick, I have been grumpy and I am effin tired of people not liking me for no damn good reason. FUCK YOU GUYS. That is to all the people that hate me because I am someones Girlfriend. That is to all the people who hate me because I come in and accidentally step on toes when making friends. That is to all the people who don't understand that I dont want your fucking man, I am just being nice. This is also to the people who won't let me defend myself by keeping me out of the dark. I am so effin over it. Seriously just D.I.A.C.F already and grow the fuck up.

Possible: Might be moving to Texas.. /sigh I will let you all know once i figure it out.

Warm Summer Night No fears near by. One person on your mind That will guide, you through the night. Happiness sets in, Realization Begins, Embrace the Love, That you feel with in.

So we worked a convention together. All was going well, and then he walked off with some chick. Didn't say bye, didn't acknowlegde me. I was super sad. So he tries to buy me stuff to make up for it. Didn't work. I was pissed. But it is better now. He apologized and what not. But meh. We'll see. Laterz.