Random Thoughts From A Not So Confused Mind.

So I finally was able to get an interview for the position I wanted. However , it was during a very hectic week. Death in the family followed by two more members going to the hospital. My head was not in the interview. My love also had an interview for the same spot. He got it. The told him that day. Now even though I didn't get a denial, he got the word he got one of the spots. So, I know I am not accepted. yay for stress.

So I was looking at my calender. And I have had a tough but great year, we are going on our year anniversary very soon. :) I really don't have much time. Work kills, I mean calls.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! So I know it has been awhile, but things have been a bit hectic as of late. My Christmas present was this Adorable Chinchilla, however, it was sick when we got it and died three days later. I was so sad. So we go and get another one and the damn thing dies as well. I was completely and utterly crushed and took everything back including the cage. Didn't want to get another one and have it die on me again on Christmas morning. That would of been the complete suck. However, now that the Holidays are almost over, I think I may let him get me another one. As for the boy situation. All seems well now. We had a little bit of a bump at the beginning of the month because of the Ex. I really am beginning to hate her. But O well. Life moves on and apparently the fucking crazy bitch of a whore is getting married. Thank Fucking God. Like seriously. My sister came out for Christmas! I missed her so much. It has been 6 months since I last saw her. We went...

I am so fucking sick of this bitch. She won't just go away.

So. I went Christmas shopping. And now I am broke! Woot. LoL. But, I got him something he will love. Love you all.

Updates on My Life. It has been awhile and I am not sure if anyone even reads this. But I thought, in case someone does, I shall update. So ... Everything is good. Been a little meh lately. But mostly because lack of sleep. However, walking the mall yesterday, came a strange question.... "Whats your ring size".. Im like um... No clue. So yeah that was odd. Other than that. All is gravey and I hope everyone else is doing well. The fires are still going, but not nearly as scary since the wind is gone.

So I have been sad Lately. I don't know why either. I mean I do get annoyed that we can't have full conversations when playing the game. But I mean, sometimes, a nob or a "hold on" would be totally rad so I know that he isn't listening to a word I say. But then, whateva right. So like he pissed me off this weekend. Defending someone else but not even trying to see my point of view. So I just didn't talk to him all Sunday. Then Monday comes, The jerk face sneaks away while we went to get food and bought me a Carnation. Like WTF is that about. SO I don't know. I just wish I could figure out why the fuck I am so depressed. I think it may have something to do with him not telling me what he wants of me. But I guess we will wait to see.