Third Quarter Check In

Hello Internet Land.

 Same issues with the iPad. I am not sure why it always crashes, but it makes it very difficult to get to my blog. Between the kids, school, work and fitness I feel I don't have that much time. 

 Work has been awesome. I love what I do, even though sometimes it feels like I need a few of me to get things done. I am going to be facilitating my own classes starting September, and it is slightly terrifying, but way more exciting. Going to school really does pay off. 

 I am still single for those who are curious. #ForeverSingle

 Life in general is pretty great. It has of course been frustrating at times and that is just how it is. But, I just focus on each single day and move forward. I am no longer doing Superfit, but swapped it up to Kickboxing. 

 I did another 10k and half marathon back to back, and plan on doing more. That was so much fun and I like to have the medals hanging on my walls. I also am going to try to do more terrain racing and Tough Mudders. I had to rescheduled a Tough Mudder due to a convention I must work.

 With all that being said, I am still not at my goal weight. I did gain some weight back due to free food at work. It really puts a wrench in my routine. I just need to work out harder and start running again. I haven't been sleeping, so it makes it  rather difficult to wake up in the mornings and go for a run around the hood.

 Take care friends, thanks for being there.


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